The Dreamscapes Project

she threw herself into despair as if it was salvation saw suicide as her last vacation she didn't know why she was going or where she was bound now she'd gotten herself so low that she couldn't fall down now and i gave her a ladder to climb all she wanted was safety she refused to rise 'cause she had no faith in me like an accident scene there's nothing left to see here move along move along she said show's over and i don't want to be here move along move along this incident hit like a truck in my blind spot wasn't there too late now it is a quick tally what i have and what i might not one column cancelled out the other column of the list wonder if she will ever face this cause i had a hard time living without it its like i found my mouth filled with distaste but got so used to it that i refused to spit and you're shifting like a cyclone spinning in infinity you deny yourself air like dizzy is divinity and ask me not to care that you're entity of blur a melding of the person you are now and the face you were twenty one years you've been living in naivety only to wake up to see that you've been asleep at the wheel you knew the way i let you steer but the directions were done before you got here instead of asking for help you've just given up like running out of gas right next to the pump when you struck by awe frozen faces shocked by the traces of a collision where you ripped this wish apart my heart shaped fist lifts in retaliation but it just drops to my waist again its all just a waste again here comes the rage again i quit this game take my place change my name to just a face you might recognize while walking by replace this relationship with a sigh looking back in searching for shards and the highways they were strewn across longing for the beauty that was once lost within the chaos and realizing through clear tears that there's nothing left to see here nothing left to see here i thought it would never be like this i thought it would be different this time i thought about giving up i thought about breaking down i thought about dying i thought about drinking i thought i thought i thought i thought it would be better if i could just stop thinking i know it would be better if i could just stop thinking